THIS IS... JUST ME

Blues and hotwheels

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 03:28:31 GMT

Ok so I'm done with finals this week. I have 2 more two go as well as two final papers. Who cares... Uni is not giving me a hard time. But I cant avoid to get the blues because...
Tanque is gone.
I'm kind of relapsing.
I may have health complications due to the ed.
I'm so so so tired.
My family... is completely shit.

I dont want to be a downer, though. Happy stuff has happened too. Today was a bittersweet day and I had so much fun with my boyfriend... it was nice. Also, I got a hotwheels car (I have wanted one for more than 10 years!).

Damn... I wish I could pack all my stuff in that tiny 67 pontiac and drive the hell away... to happiness.

This is the story of my life

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:23:42 GMT

I dont feel like posting right now... I'm tired, in the middle of finals and just blah. All I can say is that I'm doing poorly and I can predict more of that in the future (triggering stuff is going to happen soon and I know it but I dont know how to get ready).
I dont like my journal. I'm probably going to edit it and write stuff again once I have the time.

Tanque is leaving today or tomorrow. It sucks.

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 04:08:20 GMT

I do feel like I'm slipping.

Hey

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 20:26:15 GMT

I'm back back for good.